01/06/2014 JUNE.XX

Hello, June! It's amazing how time flies and I'm 3 weeks into my internship. I have been experiencing so much, both in my personal life and work life. It is hard to balance between both but I am learning. Time management is still an issue, but I acknowledge that I am still trying and not giving up. Recently, I got a chance to talk to one of my colleague who challenged me and sorta counselled me in my personal life. I am still trying to make sense of everything in my life, especially given that I have to make a choice in a few weeks time. It scares me sometimes to accept that I am probably gonna be in another phase of my life and I am certainly not psychologically prepared. What I've gotten through is I have commitment issue and I am afraid of the future. For some inner psychological reason, I do agree to some extent that these are one of my fears. Life is all about "waddling through murky water". I keep looking back at all the times where things are safe and comfortable. I can't seemed to live in the present.