You know how some people don't understand your situation and when they go talking about things that pricks your heart... All you can do is to sit there and feel paralyzed. Both physically and mentally. I feel the strong pretense like I really should die or commit suicide... Like I couldn't even deserve a single shit in life. All I'm feeling is really scared and mostly disappointing. I hate how all these feelings come back to me, and I feel completely useless and defenseless. I couldn't talk about it, tell anyone, or even bring myself to love myself for who I am. It's like all these strong feelings just bottling up and I can't even do anything about it.
I'm sooo sick & tired... I wanna move forward.
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