23/12/2012 What A Sad Christmas!

Feeling so sad for this season of love. I know we are supposed to feel love & all but I just feel so sulky & crap. It's like don't know... Prolonged problem or what and nobody can solve this shit. All you did was just sit there and pretend nothing happened. I'm speechless. Really nothing that can do to help me feel better. All I wanna do is lie down and let all these troubles vanish into thin air. I really hope they do. Oh God... Why why you let your cell group become like this? Why did you change us all away. Just don't even feel family at all. This is crap. I'm so so disappointed in all these plans of yours. It doesn't even make us feel better... No I don't think we grew wiser. Just more broken than ever. Can't even find a support.