14/10/2012 I think I need a goal.

Once again, here comes the depressed girl. I know... it's like I'm forever feeling I'm depressed and all. I can't help but to feel sad... Often, it just struck me that I'm really lonely and everything. Just really, hating this feeling and I do not want it to override my own life, nor do I want it to take control of my life. Really must learn to start to be happier and to plan well. What makes it worst is that I'm SICK! Down with terrible flu and etc... Life is really horrible. I don't even want to be on social media anymore. It makes me sick. Everything makes me sick. I have to meet Lily to explain everything to her. It makes me even more discouraged. Life is already so discouraging. I thought year 2 would be better but, hell no.