18/08/2012 Turn on the lights.

This gonna be a mundane post. One week of school past, and I have been spending way too much time outside instead of studying! I need to start studying and decide what I want to do in my life. Is this what I want? Do I need to do this to prove myself and so many more questions... Life is a long self-searching process. University life is taxing me out. I'm afraid I might lose out to all others, but I should know my life goal shouldn't be something being compared to some other people because my identity lies in the Lord. We are all different and unique, even though sometimes I feel myself struggling inside because I'm not up to the standard of everyone. Let's not fear move in the way of what God is capable inside of me. Life is so much more than comparing yourself to others. 

It's beyond me, I cannot carry

The weight of a heavy world

Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, 

Goodnight, hope that things work out 

all right.