Already Dead. :(
Coco being carried away by the person in charge. We have decided to cremate her. It came as a shock because she was fine one day before except she lacked appetite and all. I don't know why but I noticed she seemed very fragile and all since the renovation started. When it all ended, she don't seemed to be familiar with the place anymore. She used to do the binky around the house, and knocked into walls but now all she do is laze around. On Sunday, I fed her strawberries since she doesn't want to eat her food. I don't know why I started to research about rabbits since she got a weird lump around her neck/chin. I found out some illness about it but didn't really take notice, though it does seemed serious! I whatsapped the family group that I wanted to bring her to the vet on Monday, but I DIDN'T. :( I don't know why but I still laid hand on her to pray for her which I have never done before. Really had no idea what happened to her. But the person kept on consoling us, convincing us that she died due to her age, but she is only 4 years old. Appreciated it though. I mean there's no point harping on what happened since she is already dead.
This very morning, she died, like around 6 am when the maid first discovered she is not moving. My dad screamed, and we all went out and cried.
Anyway, we contacted http://www.petscremation.com.sg/.We had to act fast since animal's body decay fast. There wasn't much information I could get from internet. We were not allowed to bury her, and throwing her into a sealed bag is far too painful and cruel. Even though she is dead, we decided that she should die peacefully. Their service was good, and came within an hour or so. Initially, we were afraid that the person might be rude or did not show respect as it can be expected some people are just out to earn money. The man came with a cage, used gloves, and answered our queries. Thankfully.
The pricing of cremating her was $200 which includes transportation fees and collecting her ashes back. It would be $120 if you do not want the ashes back. My sister wanted her ashes, and I guess it's a good assurance for us since we could get to see her ashes.
I felt so remorseful. It's like I agreed to bring her to the vet, but I didn't. The timing seemed so exact, & it seemed like a reminder to love life, and not to waste time to love the people around you. Life is so unpredictable.
Coco during her younger days.
Feeding her when she's younger.
