Dear Diary,
I hate to say how a muddle-head I am. Sometimes, I find myself really smart. I can memorize so many names, remembers so many facts about people. But yet, some simple things I cannot remember. I always get messed up during my exams. During semester 1, I thought I didn't had a Thai paper, but I do have one. Next, I didn't download my timetable well. Dang, wasn't interested in knowing where I sat. This semester, I messed up the dates, and now I'm left with 4 days to mug for my paper which I thought I had 7 days. Ha-Ha-Ha. Really?!?!?! Oh God, sometimes I really wonder my purpose here in NUS. By putting me here, shouldn't you at least give me some idea or revelations? I'm sick and tired of just being around in the school, feeling constantly dejected, feeling out-of-place, feeling I do not belong, feeling like I was here to torture myself each day. Urgh... Seriously?!?!
Disappointment.
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