16/09/2012 Vicissitudes of Life.

Another week past... and I am really lost. Without any motivation, I really have no idea. Sometimes, I want to trust in God. Like in JC... I really don't know if I surrendered myself to Him, or I'm just ignorant about the results. All good and perfect gifts come from God. I feel really unsure. Deep, down, bottom of my heart, it is always a struggle to want to trust, and believe. Human is weak in the heart. I want to learn to trust, to let go. I want to learn to love. I want to learn how to lean on someone, and not on my own strengths.