God, I'm feeling so stressed about my CORS bidding! It feels like I'm being left alone all by myself, to face the new environment, lecture, and everything! :( I'm once again, afraid to step out of my comfort zone! I don't know why! I'm scared to face everything alone. I'm afraid to go into lectures, feeling lonely! #foreveralone Why am I reacting like this? I use to be that brave girl who went to TS lecture alone, but I lied! In fact, I hate the fact that I need to go lecture, feeling so insecure, with the fear that I might sit alone! That's why I skipped so many lectures! Well, we do have to face all these troubles alone.
Where's the courageous girl I used to see?
Praying that the NUS cell would bring me a better lives, and of course to live in a community! Afterall, I love being in His Love, and His community! :)
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