04/03/2012 Quarreling or Misunderstanding?

Is it childishness? Is it anger? Is it jealousy? Is it misunderstanding? Is it perception? Is it narrow-minded? I don't even remember why already? All I could recall was I was mad at you, because you seemed so pissed and angsty when I merely asked you about something simple. 

03/03/2012 Every Saturday Is a Church Day

I just realised I've been spending every Saturday with Church! Sometimes, I wonder where will I be without church? Then again, I most probably would be stuck at home? Most of my friends are not really goers? We meet once in a blue moon? Maybe purple moon? ( Lousy Joke ) I love church, & there's no way I can be apart from it, well unless something serious happens? But, I guess nothing can separate me now. 


I guess I was rather more touched for teensxcite than I am for night service for once! I thought what was preached was pretty relevant! Pastor R talking about how being Doers of the world. 
Sometimes, I do feel like I'm paying lip service to God. Sinner indeed. It's so easy to get caught up in the culture, and lose track of where Jesus is in our life. Is He the centre of the things we do? Or is He only present on Saturday? And we, with no denial, had once or sometime in life, allow the twisting of God's truth. We tell ourselves, yes, it's alright to do this today... God is graceful, He forgives which is true? But we do not even try to tempt and give ourselves excuses. We in this case, blame God, for temptations but the bible tells us.... We tempt ourselves. 

James 1:13-14 (NIV) When tempted, no one should say, "God is tempting me." For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone; but each one is tempted when, by his own evil desires, he is dragged away and enticed.


Suddenly, here I am struggling with my sins. They are really unhealthy. 

Matthew 12:36-37  ³⁶ But I say to you that for every idle word men may speak, they will give account of it in the day of judgment. ³⁷ For by your words you will be justified, and by your words you will be condemned.”

Suddenly, it felt like God was telling me to stop, and watch what I speak. I know sometimes I may come off as a bit straight, rude, hurtful and loud. Or sometimes unworthy, or even of the unholy things that I should refrain from. Even if they are jokes, or harmless but they are of the world! The same mouth that praise the Lord shouldn't be spurring vulgarities right? 

He also reminded me of the hanging relationship I have. I actually felt the holy spirit stirring something in me, that made me remind of this person, & I felt a lil' painful. I hope that's the Spirit healing me! 

TGIF has so much to plan! Just praying praying praying! 

Right now, in my very comfy pyjamas, I'm just gonna get knocked out any minute! 

Goodnight. XX

02/03/2012 Temptation.

This is the hardest thing on earth.
Choosing to flee from Temptations, or to resist it.

01/03/2012 Better Days

Isn't it FAST? I mean it's March, like finally! :) Something about March that's so beautiful! 

It's my birthday month! :) I shall love every part of it! 

First March Two-Oh-One-Two

Daddy's Birthday!(I just realised I'm the only person that looks neither like my dad nor my mom! Maybe I'm adopted?)

& my rabbit, Coco. 

(Disclaimation: No animal abuse! We do let her out to roam around the house! See, there's food inside her bowl! Plus she's super picky, she don't eat yellow ones!)